yes i'm back :)
lots of things happened, not gonna mention all of them here..
but days without any arashi fix was horrible, except when i immersed myself into preparing for the choir performance.
shall mention that later, just gonna be a short post here..

i lost everything.
all these months of collection..
but i believe i can start over, that my "connection" with arashi will not end as long as i'm still in this fandom
i'm sorry for being stubborn and emo, sorry for being sharp-tongued, sorry for everything.
because i just couldn't stand a day without arashi.  yes i'm fully obessed.

i'm just glad i got my own laptop back.

off to bathe and restart all over again.

wait. lemme just flail awhile. i'm losing my touch (bricked)

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
who says arashi doesn't look good in skinnies, somemore metallic
omfg, i watched a little of Best Artist '09 where arashi sings Believe, i don't know if it's me not watching them for 13 whole days or what but i was so damn excited while watching them dance and sing and everything and sho's rap ahhhhhhh!!! omg, i cannot believe that all my goosebumps came out(this is a good sign) when watching them omfg i am so gonna source for the whole show or even if it's raw i will still watch it because omg i cannot believe they look so fucking cool in there!

whew.
okay, i'm off to re-arrange my arashi songs into albums^^
oh and if anyone found my post irritating please ignore it
(spare some thought for someone who hasn't flailed for 13 days )

think i'll post tomorrow, i've got lotsa stuff to arrange and lotsa webs to visit^^