been laughing so much today, such a vast difference from how i was feeling yesterday.

...damnit. feeling really low these few days.

LOL but i'm fine; i know i'll pick myself up in the end.
because no one else can.


this whole week wasn't in any way like holidays at all, (sigh) guess that's gotta be expected.

...okay i don't know what to talk about, mind's blank. unless i rant about my whole week in school, which is kinda pointless because even in the holidays i study from 8-11+/12+/3.30 everyday.
zzzzz.



gonna go to the library to study tomorrow, hope i really can concentrate because it sucks to live in a big family without your own room. absolutely NO privacy AT ALL.




think that's about all. no energy to write an energetic post. shall perk myself up with some arashi love



*PS: Anyone got any nice Arashi pictures to send me? i'm collecting them to make a big picspam on Nino's birthday