This is so weird why can't I use rich text to write -___-
Okay nvm doesn't matter :O
Just that I can't use emojis here lol


It's been so long since I updated, sometimes i don't even know what to write anymore :/

Hmmm.

This June holidays has been quite fulfilling in terms of fandom I guess? I made so many new fangirls friends from twitter, I'm so glad I can spazz with so many people now XD
Not to forget all my other fangirl friends!! LOL


Mmmm anyway I wanted to rant here, not fangirl I guess sigh



Sometimes I don't really know to say if you're too sensitive or insensitive
Why do you always seem to take everything anyone says with a sense of hidden meaning??
Like, if I say something or anyone says something you'll ALWAYS have something to say about it. And it's not in a good way, either.
I admit you're less whiny now, but yeah I got hurt by your before and I guess that trust has been so deeply carved into me such that it makes me doubt now...and i don't like that.


Had a looooong talk with bestie over Bump, we were talking about people and how people change and stuff.
Seriously, im damn afraid of changing myself.
That I'll never be able to smile truthfully or act true to myself or anything else.
It's scary how much people's opinions about you can influence and change you so much.
It's really damn scary you know.


Back to that.
They say forgive and forget.
I say, forgive but never forget.
I thought we were back on the right track, like yeah we're kinda 'talking' friends again.
But again, Im wrong.
You simply judge too much and take what people say too much to heart.
And your crushing...idk. None of my business I know, but it's jut kinda weird how much you act upon so many things but not this you know.
Yeah I respected you. Still do, but only as a person.
So yeah we all have our differing opinions sonwhy must you keep criticizing mine -___- like yours is perfect?!!
I don't think so.

So yeah, bye.
Not gonna let ya inside my heart anymore.
Really scared of getting hurt one more time you know.
You may not know about this but that incident really brought me great hurt and tearing and now idk why the fuck I even bothered.
Yeah, bye.


Why do people have to change so much.
Why do we all judge.
Why do we all stereotype.
Why must we change.
Is change good?
Cant we remain the way we are now?







I'm so scared for everything, even school.
It's so awkward sometimes now, because here I have my super close daughters and there I'm in a separate class...
Mixing with people is tiring you know.
It's like you have to constantly put up a smiley front to everyone so we can all be good~~ friends~~~
but behind all that
Don't we all bitch and whatever stuff too
Backstabbing
Lies
Truths? Rarely.
Lies. Loyalty? Sneer. Disgrace. Embarrassment. Awkwardness. Friendliness.
Idk anymore already lah.
I really hope the new group of friends are really the ones that will stay throughout my life.
It's hard to make really really good friends who understand you and everything and especially when you get hurt once, you withdraw away. Well some people wont, but I do.
It's all so confusing behind that veil of secrecy.
It's hard to guess what the other party is thinking, what they actually think of you and what you do.
I can only do the best I can, I guess.





Mycts gonna end in the next three days. Screwed for econs, I'm see of that. Not even sure if I can get a sub-pass sigh what will my mum say...damn expectations. And everybody expects me to have answers sigh. I'm not a know-it-all, okay :(
As for GP...compre was damn tough and my answers were pretty crap but hmmm essay....not sure if I wrote it in the correct way so I'm not sure what the outcome would be, though :/

No paper tomorrow, rest day~ man I really hope I'll cherish it well!!
3 hours of sleep before taking econs was just mad crazy, today I just kept zoning out and had a slight headache after the test :/
I NEED MORE SLEEP UGHHHHHHH EXAMS KILL D:

Thursday is math and lit, the only two subjects I have more confidence in :/ PLEASE LET ME PASSSSS
and Friday is history. 2 qns 1 each on SEA and international...they say it's hard I hope it won't be THAT hard :(


After that would be 6 months more of whatever crap and projects bullshit, then it's finally break and preparation for j2 already.
Idl how I will fare, seriously. Should I consider going to overseas to study? Sigh idk... :(



The future seems insecure but I'll try my best i guess.
Time pass so fast, I'm already 17.

Wow.

OMG THIS IS SO COOL DREAMWIDTH LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE LIVEJOURNAL :O

thank you the person who helped me in getting an account!

okay will be back with more changes to this DW account will be back soon( i hope ><)!

been quite a long time since i last posted.
or should i just announce that i'll be on hiatus till end of November 2012?
sigh.

timetable's so screwed, there's hardly any time for me to rest or study when i reach home.
though there are long breaks in between but i KNOW that there's gonna be major talking sessions and whatever stuff, as long as we're not doing homework LOL.
i'm trying to influence them to do homework and they're trying to bring out the chatterbox in me hahaha
i know i should be studying, but i study best alone and yeah if it's a friend, it's gotta be one that can study and ignore me and i'll ignore her/him too... :O
oh well.

class wise.

i don't know if i like my class or i don't.
sure the people are nice, but when it's class time and teachers call me it's just weird because all the answers i give are crap, like seriously.
i don't know how people can chat all the way during discussions and then when they're asked to present they turn the tables around and anyhow crap brilliantly on the spot.
i'm serious.




sigh.


and even though we're in the same school and see each other every morning before morning assembly, i can sense that... we're dirfting apart.
that's why i didn't really wanna be in the same school because i know these things will happen :/
though i can't change that now.
sigh.
but one thing i don't regret is choosing my subject combination.

okay i may complain about lit and whatever but seriously i think if i can catch up then i'll be..okay? i guess
as for maths, though they're going really slowly but then i'm really thankful because i don't have to deal with stupid hyperbolas and elipse and whatever maths crap. even if i do, i won't have to go that in depth



....

yesterday's outburst showed that between friends, i would never scream or whatever when i'm angry.
i'd just ignore the person and start the cold war.
yup, i'm especially good at cold wars and shutting my mouth
all because i've grown up like that
but i shan't dwell much into that or this'll turn into an emo post again LOL

baaaaaah


handphone's going conkers
got an iTouch but then what the heck i can't transfer pictures?? though i removed and reinstalled itunes there's still no photo icon, no matter if i plug in my itouch or not ughh


downloaded loads of TegoMasu albums/singles and Flumpool albums today :)



no fangirl rants because basically, i don't have any T__T


i know i gotta work hard, i will try my best.

because in the end the only one who can help me is me.

jc life sucks.
am not gonna deny that.

but the thing that changes is the people you meet and the things that you do.

so i'm gonna take my chances and go all out for jc, especially since A's is like less than 2 years away.
yeah, right now i feel like O-level mode which is so weird. because A's requires much much much more high level skills. and now i'm worried about my Lit again, wondering if i took the right choice.

oh well.

my timetable sucks, seriously. when i have long lectures, i have them continuously and when i don't, i have loooooong breaks. yeah loooooong
and i have to change my thursday pe because i have choir, which sucks unless i can find someone in a similar situation as me!

okay and i have decided to start jogging every sunday because haiyah(sorry, i'm a singaporean wahahahaha so i still can't stray away from singlish), seriously i need to build up my stamina,speed and lung power. and since i'm in choir it's also a good thing because i can build up lung power and hold notes and hopefully have a better control over my voice? hopefully.


and also decided that for this and next year, will have to stop fangiring. okay not stop, but reduce.
so it's just like pre-O's period again sigh.

well, no choice.


gotta finish my GP essay and then do essay outlines for both International and SEA history, 8 in all?



BYE.



signing off,
no life.

school has been tiring
and fixed timetables haven't even started yet!
D:

heard from a senior that especially for Arts Stream students, timetabling will be really irregular, sometimes ending school at 1 and sometimes at 6
gosh. and how to do PW like that?

okay actually i can kind of predict who my group members will be already. since my class has so many different combinations, those with exactly the same ones will most probably together in one group. agree?

dang i just realised my first GP paper is due 2 weeks later and i've got like Lit and Maths and blah ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm so tired

though it's tiring yeah i guess this is JC life. (see i don't even bother to put punctuations anymore!! )

and yeah seriously choir is fun!


ugh i'm kinda scared of Lit. because i haven't touched it for so many years, it suddenly feels so foreign and everyone else is like one step ahead of me D:
regret not taking Lit,i could've been the last person before they could form a class if not for my dumb choice to follow my friends.
okay, not to say my friends are dumb but i am dumb. if that makes sense LOL.

I AM I NA RANTING MODE WAHAHAHA.



sigh guess i've just gotta do my best




CHOIR LOHEI WAS FUN THANK YOU SENIORS!!


now i feel guilty for not going to choir lunch with the girls again ahahaha. but i seriously need to rant. and need to throw my shoe bag back home because i don't wanna lug it home after i'm dead tired after choir


will be back soon!


I MISS FANGIRLING.

i am baaaaack!!
okay not really

( RL RL RL )


( Chibi!Arashi! !! )
okay i really miss fangirling :(

am in a rant-y mode today.


tried to find sports shoes for PE, but in the end because of my cheapo side i couldn't get any. LOL, as expected lah.
talked loads today, haha, it still feels familiar.

but everything's changing.


got to school on thursday, had loads of mixed feelings.
suddenly i felt that maybe i had made the wrong choice. though the doubt was short-lived.

it's scary having to meet new people from totally different backgrounds and qualities.
i know i know, we're all different.

i just feel so lost not talking to someone i'm not familiar with, someone i have to make new connections with, someone who may or may not eventually be my new friend and stuff like that.

it feels like the start of kindergarten or primary one or secondary one all over again. deja vu?
i seriously don't know.

i totally agree with what the school counselor said.
he said that in JC life will be totally different from secondary school, you will be in a new environment, make new friends, etc etc etc.
and he mentioned that these friendships will not be as deep as those in secondary school, because you won't have time. and the most time you'll spend, is with your CCA friends. that i totally agree, especially because this year is SYF year.

omg, like freaking overwhelming!!

it just feels weird to be talking to everyone about the same thing, what stream did you choose, is AJC your first choice, what subject combination did you choose, which CCA do you plan to take, blah blah blah the likes.

yeah i do know, that this is what you must do in order to connect with people and develop friendships.

sigh.

actually i don't know what this post is about, LOL, just in my rant-y mode, except now i'm not spamming twitter HAHAHA


already on the first day of school, i had to stay back for choir.
omg, SATB choir is like really, really, really different from SSA!
i'm so overwhelmed, especially since i've been in a SSA choir for 8 years
i know i must get used to it, and i have to do it quick.
because if i blow my chance of getting into SYF this year, i won't have the chance once again
oh man, i really hope i can catch up fast and try to get into SYF this year!



bought my college uniform and PE, seriously i really really dread PE ugh. 1 hour of PE in one period, one week will have two PE sessions, as told by my senior.
WTFFFFFFFFFF I HATE PE
and looking back idk why i even said that i liked jogging before



orientation is gonna begin next next monday, omg, OG= my actual class! *gulps*
as if trying to talk to the people beside me is not nerve-wrenching enough.
and games omg, i suck at games please i hope there isn't many games omg wtf

yeah seriously?
this is my true colours LOL
i don't like games, i don't like sports, i only like to read and watch arashi videos yes i'm a real nerd and bookworm HAHAHA
the only "active" thing in my nerve may be the fact that i love singing and i love shopping. hmmmmmm

okay i'm so random

i really hope that my class has more 'good' people than uh, you know...


it's hard to connect with new people, especially since i'm not very "social" in the first place. i like to be the observer, not the one who's at the center. if you get what i mean. and now you're wondering why i joined choir, right? LOL


okayyyy, i have to admit the seniors are really all very friendly and nice hahaha i just have to get used to the fact that when i look in front of me (because we stand like in a semicircle), i see guys and not girls :)
and wennqq  has been so sweet and nice to me, hahaha thank you so much~!!


i'm still trying to adapt to everything new around me, and hopefully i'll be able to change some aspects of myself, be able to survive and learn independently i guess. because there is no choice right?





i only hope for the best.



P.S. sorry for my lengthy RL rants again, haha. i can be in fangirl mode and flail over Chibi! TomaPi and basically chibi jyanizu(~1998), but the cold weather's making me feel thoughtful and i just wanted to rant

yeah!!
first alarm went off at 8.15am, and at that time i was dreaming about some shopping-related-and-idk-if-it's-arashi-related dream :O
but then i couldn't wait till my 8.30am alarm so i just switched on my handphone
and then the sms came!!

like damn epic, because once i received the message i was typing furiously at my keypad. because i couldn't resist my urge to ask other people and tell people my result HAHA /fail

oh well if anyone wants to know (who reads this journal anyway )
i got in AJC Arts Stream!!
hahaha and the best thing is my other close friends got in AJC too!! not the same stream as me though, but heck this is my decision, i shoudn't be blindly following my friends anymore when the choices don't suit me :O
this time, i'm gonna make my own choice and follow my own path :D

really hope i can get my dream subject combination!! though it sucks that i have to take H2 Econs

and so, i know it's really late but i really wanna make my resolutions now!!
okay shall be back in 10 first stomach is grumbling

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OMG OMG OMG.
this is so surreal!!
so after i ate i checked my tweets and then!
I AM NOW SCHOOLMATES WITH cowdungs OMGGGGGGG.
this is like so surreal!! i've always failed flailed with her and nowwwwwww omg omg omg
so happy that i'm gonna have another fellow fangirl! 


and i just cleaned my nails off polish and cut my nails, so now i'm having a hard time trying to adapt to short nails again

anyway, i mentioned i wanted to make resolutions! so here it goes:

1.Make new friends (if possible, JE FANGIRLS )
2. Adapt to the environment and the subjects
3. Ask more quesitions (yeah i'm the type who will ask my friends questions more than the teacher :O)
4. train myself up for SYF and adapt into SATB choir!
5. Read more newspapers (i still need to brush up on my English language and information!!)
6. EXERCISE.
7. Do consistent work and..
8. Fangirl less ( but i have no choice because A's is like less than 2 years away..)


so yeah i've got a few things i must work on, and ughhhhh especially PE omfg wennqq told me AJC's PE is mad crazy and i'm sure i'll be mad exhausted D:




LOL this is so cheesy hahaha but Sora Takaku is playing now and that's exactly how i feel now



new school life, new environment, new friends,
がんばります!

I KNOW THIS IS SO LATE BUT;



picture credits to whoever should be credited


OMG OMG OMG *drools*






Sakurai Sho- supposedly Keio graduate in Economics- one of the most prestigious universities in Japan, but however is a national idol along with his four other cheery friends who form the sparkly group Arashi. Newscaster from 2006 onwards, sexy and dork- that's our adorkable Sho. With his never-ending fails, he excels not only knowlegde-wise, but also failing terribly in sports. His most epic call (what i think is) is "CHESUTO~!!" from GnA, though this is the one and only sport he excels in. hmmm and maybe in gesture games, especially with an added-jumping rope to escalate the difficulty. almost always mistaken as the Riida of Arashi, he is an affectionate member who tries to be sensible and adorkable at the same time who loves showing his nipples, usually under the influence of Mr Neen's hypnotism.

thus,the legend of Sho continues (OMG HOW CHEESY CAN I GET)


Happy 29th birthday Sho-chan! 

i am pissedddddd.
hate it when i'm downloading something and then suddenly the screen hangs, and then i have no choice but to resort to clicking Ctrl Alt Dlt and then close the window ughhhhhhhhhh
and my downloads were already 93% done!!! *gives a fuckface*

T_T


okay, dumb to be pissed over something that won't hurt,haha.





hmmm~~


oh anyway i'm already 17~~
my 17th birthday on 17 January! i love how that sounds HAHAHA (WHAT YOU SAY LAME AH I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!! )



anyway i think adults get sick of buying presents for you when you're older, so they gives you anypaos. yeah, even those that aren't married LOL!!

oh well.


but i still must thank everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday!




finally went to get my pay cheque on monday, i was like "YATTAAAAAAAA!!!"
was grinning all the way home hehe, especially since it's my birthday!! that's like my best birthday present- to receive what i've worked so hard for
working really has made me learn a lot of things na~



school gonna start like, next thursday?!? (if i get in JC :O)
and school for poly starts in march??
THIS IS SO UNFAIR *pouts* *^*
possible audition for AJ choir on monday.

and the day before that, am going for 5x10 concert screening with Jessica

I AM SO GOD DAMN SURE MY VOICE WILL SURELY BE HOARSE

but at the same time....

I KNOW I WILL LET MYSELF DOWN IF I DON'T SCREAM OVER ARASHI




ohhhhhhhh i just realised i missed using emojis hehe
random much ahhhhh




these few days without work, have either been rotting at home reading, using internet or going out with friends.
AND UGHHHHH AM I TOO PICKY OR WHAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO PICK MY PERFECT DRESS/ACID WASHED JEANS
(sigh) will be trying my luck on friday~

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DOMYOJI SAIKOU!!!
*goes off to flail over DTG (aka Domyoji The Great )*

i've finally made my decision!

submitted the JAE form yesterday ^^

i think i'm quite pleased with my order, though some would have said some of the choices were irrational but whatever. it's my choice~~
i don't think i have anything to hide so haha if anyone wants to know my choices i will tell them~
and you have to tell me yours because i'm busybody like that HAHAHA

just briefly, my first six choices are Arts streams in various JCs i can get into (yeah i'm not overachieving i know i can't get into the top 5 T_T)
and my last 6 choices were Polys ^^
seriously, i think my 'lawyer' dream quite long ago is really way too far away from my reach :O
and then, after some 'consultation' with my friends, yeah i think i've really decided what i wanna be in the future..
i'm really hoping i can be a journalist!
i've always imagined what it would be like to really write an article, hahaha.

but it's still not decided..


oh well.
26th january, dang why didn't they say when they will send out the message?





( rants rants rants if it's not rants it's not me hahaha! )

sooooooo.

results were released yesterday. didn't blog yesterday because i still had work. LOL and though it was supposed to be the last day of work for me on the 9th, i extended my work by one more day because i my boss was sick and she needed help. because i'm nice like that. *bricked*

but yeah i got my results.

not sure whether to say if i should be happy or sad.
when my colleagues asked and i told them; they were all happy, when i told my family they were proud too.

but somehow i'm feeling a bit out of place, still feeling a wee bit unsatisfied.

were my aims too high in the first place? did i place too much hopes on myself?

maybe i really did.


okay i didn't do horrible but i didn't do horribly great too

was expecting much much more from myself; maybe i over-estimated myself.


sigh.




but what to do?


must accept reality or i can't move on.




went to NYJC open house today, i thought it was okay.

i still have a strong urge to go AJC haha. is it lame if i say i wanna go AJC because i wanna get into their choir?
because yeah i really think so LOL.

i still can't sway away from choir na..haha



anyway.

all that's left to do now is too make the next choice.

it's quite obvious for me, i know i wanna get into JC.

now the problem is the subject combination.

of courseeeeeeee, i never ever, ever ever ever, ever thought i could go into science stream. never ever ever!! *ahahaha*
hope to get into arts stream!
but i looked through most sites and they didn't have all the combi i wanted :(
life's not perfect like that.
AND I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO TAKE ECONS UGHHHHHHHH.
NONONONO




gonna go AJC open house tomorrow haha and to visit wennqq 





the road i see ahead is foggy, but i know the mist will be cleared and i will choose my path.

it's a bit late but whatever.


finally finished work at SaSa, NEX on 31st December (and yeah i missed both Kouhaku and JCD )
no teary farewell (i even wore waterproof mascara to prepare LOL) but then a warm, heart-felt one. i likey!

i really love all my colleagues at SaSa NEX!!






and now gonna start work at hougang mall atruim sale tomorrow onwards~
there's gonna be a lot of people, and i'm sure i'm gonna see a lot of familiar faces hehehe.


8 more days till i get my results, i'm really hoping for the best...!


がんばります。

YESSSSSS I AM STILL ALIVEEEEEE.
like anyone cares HAHAHA

listening to Lai Lai Lai makes me feel so alive hahaha.

i know once i start ranting i won't stop..basically i'm a rambler

just so you (don't?) know, i'm working at SaSa at NEX.

and am ending work in like.. 4 more days?
WHICH MEANS I HAVE TO MISS KOUHAKU TO WORK TOO UGH


i think i haven't been this involved in something other than in studies,during the O level period.
didn't think i would actually forsake my break just to help in gift-wrapping (though yeah my skills still sucks ttm but the crowd is really crazy!)
i really learnt a lot during this one short month.

though initally i just went for the pay and because i get to work in a 'cosmetics' store (LOL yeah i know )
everything was actually not what i imagined it would be.
like it would be just easy work, but no.

like i always whine and complain tweet, work is never easy


nevertheless, i was really glad when i helped out and everyone enjoyed it in the end.
and omg i received more gifts this year lol!!
love the christmas gift exchange, everyone was just "what did you get?" " why must you know kaypoh ah HAHAHA"

i love this kind of warm atmosphere
but actually it's kind of obvious from the idols i adore hahaha



this is not an emo post!!!


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hahahaha i just wanted to say i love all my colleagues!!

my first time going out into society to work. yeah very noob i know
but i really appreciate how they treated me like an adult, not some childish kid.

本当にありがとう。




and i just rejected a job offer at SaSa hougang mall hahaha. yeah i know dumb to reject job offer and the pay is good, but..
my friend told me JC starts 27january and since i'm the sort of person to get very involved in things, i don't want other things to distract me.
so, yeah.

i really want to pave a strong and sturdy(waaaaah alliteration eh! *bricked*) foundation for my future.


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gonna enjoy the rest of my last off day~

( 笑顔がだーい好き！ )

i know this is early but then i have work and i don't think i can make it in time for his birthday post D:

最後で、
相葉ちゃんおめでとう~！！

Kisarazu Cats Eye is one more of those dramas where the more you watch the more you will like it~!!

yup, that's exactly my feeling now

omgggggg i think i'm in love with the aloof Bambi omfg omfg!! 

at first i was kind of confused at the storyline because it's always jumping from here to there, but in the end it always comes back to the issue of that episode.
which i kind of like, haha
because it seems like my style of writing essasys, LOL.

awww man the plane's been so irritating, and it feels like it's flying so close wtf. as if it's gonna hit us, i know. but once there were news of a plane suddenly landing or something like that right? so yeah, naturally i fear

hmmmmmmmmmmm.

anyway, I think i'm starting to like Okada Junichi~!!
like i always do when i watch doramas LOL. the hot guys always catches crazy fangirls' people's eyes, no?

i think this is my first baseball-related drama, hmmmmm. i've never really liked sports, so this is kinda new (O_O)


ahhh wth am i saying.
i hate writer's block




 but KCE is a nice dorama, would've been better if i could find MQ/HQ with english subs and i can download it..!!



tsk.



am looking forward to 18th december!!

flea market and Kokuhaku with love_kat_tun やった~！！


oh and i should start preparing Aiba's birthday post..

decided to do a post.
been quite a while since i did one~~
and partly because i want to wait for my videos to load as well LOL

anyhow,

work's been tiring.

yeah, like "duh?!?"
yup now i get what my mum and all the adults mean when they say "每天做工很累你懂吗！“ (working everyday is tiring!)
wtf now i get it T_T

i'm like drained physically everyday.

and during lunch/dinner breaks i eat alone D:

half because i don't want to eat with my colleagues(like yeah i know it's anti-social but i need time alone right!) and partly because i just didn't want to sit inside the office and let everybody know what i'm eating LOL

yeah i'm weird i know.

but i think i learnt quite a lot of stuff, even though i've worked for only 7 days. one week. whatever. (slap me please my eyes are closing idk why D:)


so today was finally my day off (fuck yeah!! )
and i finally went out with my daughters~!!
やった！！

haven't seen them for such a long time, miss them lots


the strange thing was i went to NEX. yes, the place i'm currently working at.
can you believe that even though i go there everyday i haven't actually shopped at that place?!? *bangs wall*
hahaha.



watched Rapunzel in 3D.
okay i've gotta say it's reaaaaaaaaally awesome! like yeah, the graphics were great and like always i love the disney songs!
jealous of Mandy Moore's voice D:

wonder if i can somehow sing like her one day.

NAH.



no drama rants because i'm currently not in fangirl mode.
though i really really really really really really (times 100000) miss arashi!!

sigh.


okaaaaaaaaay 9 more days of work before my next day off.

ooooh i saw the poster for the time traveler movie, i saw the anime before and it was great! (lack of vocab ugh) and somemore the lead is Naka Riisa omg yay!! I LOVE THAT GIRL WOOO!

nino look-alike wahahaha.


gonna look forward to that movie and the Confessions if i can watch it (and it's still showing :O)!!


yessssss gotta persevere.

MY MONEY.

sooooooooo.
it's been days since i've updated :O
because, basically, i'm super duper lazy~~

okay i realise my english standard has really deteriorated ever since the start of holidays D:
not that books don't help, it's just that i haven't been reading much books because i'm constantly using the computer or slacking around
ehehehe

hmmmmmm these past 2 weeks i've been watching lots of random stuff, trying desperately to load vikii (and failing, each time ) for Hammer Session! and downloading Unubore Deka from tomalicious_frm 

whoooops accidentally pressed 'enter' and posted this T_T
sorry if i'm spamming, my f-list!


so, yeah.
been trying to finish watching Arashi no Shukudai kun and pretty much jumped from one Arashi guest appearance to another.

i don't know why i've lost my 'fangirling ranting skills' LOL HAHAHA



but from tomorrow onwards, everything changes.

okaaaaaaaaay it's nothing serious lah.
hahaha i'm just gonna start on my first job ever!!
i'm gonna be working in Sasa cosmetics, in Tampines One :)
so if you see the awkward girl standing there in her own black clothes please pardon her wahahaha.
yeah because i'm a part-timer i have to wear my own  clothes.
well, reasonable enough i guess.
my job would be mainly gift-wrapping (because the christmas season is here~~), packing and unpacking stuff and helping out the sales associates.

i hope everything goes well~!!

and i hope i can still fangirl