sooooooo.

results were released yesterday. didn't blog yesterday because i still had work. LOL and though it was supposed to be the last day of work for me on the 9th, i extended my work by one more day because i my boss was sick and she needed help. because i'm nice like that. *bricked*

but yeah i got my results.

not sure whether to say if i should be happy or sad.
when my colleagues asked and i told them; they were all happy, when i told my family they were proud too.

but somehow i'm feeling a bit out of place, still feeling a wee bit unsatisfied.

were my aims too high in the first place? did i place too much hopes on myself?

maybe i really did.


okay i didn't do horrible but i didn't do horribly great too

was expecting much much more from myself; maybe i over-estimated myself.


sigh.




but what to do?


must accept reality or i can't move on.




went to NYJC open house today, i thought it was okay.

i still have a strong urge to go AJC haha. is it lame if i say i wanna go AJC because i wanna get into their choir?
because yeah i really think so LOL.

i still can't sway away from choir na..haha



anyway.

all that's left to do now is too make the next choice.

it's quite obvious for me, i know i wanna get into JC.

now the problem is the subject combination.

of courseeeeeeee, i never ever, ever ever ever, ever thought i could go into science stream. never ever ever!! *ahahaha*
hope to get into arts stream!
but i looked through most sites and they didn't have all the combi i wanted :(
life's not perfect like that.
AND I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO TAKE ECONS UGHHHHHHHH.
NONONONO




gonna go AJC open house tomorrow haha and to visit wennqq 





the road i see ahead is foggy, but i know the mist will be cleared and i will choose my path.

it's a bit late but whatever.


finally finished work at SaSa, NEX on 31st December (and yeah i missed both Kouhaku and JCD )
no teary farewell (i even wore waterproof mascara to prepare LOL) but then a warm, heart-felt one. i likey!

i really love all my colleagues at SaSa NEX!!






and now gonna start work at hougang mall atruim sale tomorrow onwards~
there's gonna be a lot of people, and i'm sure i'm gonna see a lot of familiar faces hehehe.


8 more days till i get my results, i'm really hoping for the best...!


がんばります。

i finally have time to post.
or rather, it's just that i'm plain lazy
results are offically out!~
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(i dont know why i do this, but i just can't resist telling the whole world about my results :p and whoever said i don't like to seek attention?)

:D