This is so weird why can't I use rich text to write -___-
Okay nvm doesn't matter :O
Just that I can't use emojis here lol


It's been so long since I updated, sometimes i don't even know what to write anymore :/

Hmmm.

This June holidays has been quite fulfilling in terms of fandom I guess? I made so many new fangirls friends from twitter, I'm so glad I can spazz with so many people now XD
Not to forget all my other fangirl friends!! LOL


Mmmm anyway I wanted to rant here, not fangirl I guess sigh



Sometimes I don't really know to say if you're too sensitive or insensitive
Why do you always seem to take everything anyone says with a sense of hidden meaning??
Like, if I say something or anyone says something you'll ALWAYS have something to say about it. And it's not in a good way, either.
I admit you're less whiny now, but yeah I got hurt by your before and I guess that trust has been so deeply carved into me such that it makes me doubt now...and i don't like that.


Had a looooong talk with bestie over Bump, we were talking about people and how people change and stuff.
Seriously, im damn afraid of changing myself.
That I'll never be able to smile truthfully or act true to myself or anything else.
It's scary how much people's opinions about you can influence and change you so much.
It's really damn scary you know.


Back to that.
They say forgive and forget.
I say, forgive but never forget.
I thought we were back on the right track, like yeah we're kinda 'talking' friends again.
But again, Im wrong.
You simply judge too much and take what people say too much to heart.
And your crushing...idk. None of my business I know, but it's jut kinda weird how much you act upon so many things but not this you know.
Yeah I respected you. Still do, but only as a person.
So yeah we all have our differing opinions sonwhy must you keep criticizing mine -___- like yours is perfect?!!
I don't think so.

So yeah, bye.
Not gonna let ya inside my heart anymore.
Really scared of getting hurt one more time you know.
You may not know about this but that incident really brought me great hurt and tearing and now idk why the fuck I even bothered.
Yeah, bye.


Why do people have to change so much.
Why do we all judge.
Why do we all stereotype.
Why must we change.
Is change good?
Cant we remain the way we are now?







I'm so scared for everything, even school.
It's so awkward sometimes now, because here I have my super close daughters and there I'm in a separate class...
Mixing with people is tiring you know.
It's like you have to constantly put up a smiley front to everyone so we can all be good~~ friends~~~
but behind all that
Don't we all bitch and whatever stuff too
Backstabbing
Lies
Truths? Rarely.
Lies. Loyalty? Sneer. Disgrace. Embarrassment. Awkwardness. Friendliness.
Idk anymore already lah.
I really hope the new group of friends are really the ones that will stay throughout my life.
It's hard to make really really good friends who understand you and everything and especially when you get hurt once, you withdraw away. Well some people wont, but I do.
It's all so confusing behind that veil of secrecy.
It's hard to guess what the other party is thinking, what they actually think of you and what you do.
I can only do the best I can, I guess.





Mycts gonna end in the next three days. Screwed for econs, I'm see of that. Not even sure if I can get a sub-pass sigh what will my mum say...damn expectations. And everybody expects me to have answers sigh. I'm not a know-it-all, okay :(
As for GP...compre was damn tough and my answers were pretty crap but hmmm essay....not sure if I wrote it in the correct way so I'm not sure what the outcome would be, though :/

No paper tomorrow, rest day~ man I really hope I'll cherish it well!!
3 hours of sleep before taking econs was just mad crazy, today I just kept zoning out and had a slight headache after the test :/
I NEED MORE SLEEP UGHHHHHHH EXAMS KILL D:

Thursday is math and lit, the only two subjects I have more confidence in :/ PLEASE LET ME PASSSSS
and Friday is history. 2 qns 1 each on SEA and international...they say it's hard I hope it won't be THAT hard :(


After that would be 6 months more of whatever crap and projects bullshit, then it's finally break and preparation for j2 already.
Idl how I will fare, seriously. Should I consider going to overseas to study? Sigh idk... :(



The future seems insecure but I'll try my best i guess.
Time pass so fast, I'm already 17.

Wow.

been quite a long time since i last posted.
or should i just announce that i'll be on hiatus till end of November 2012?
sigh.

timetable's so screwed, there's hardly any time for me to rest or study when i reach home.
though there are long breaks in between but i KNOW that there's gonna be major talking sessions and whatever stuff, as long as we're not doing homework LOL.
i'm trying to influence them to do homework and they're trying to bring out the chatterbox in me hahaha
i know i should be studying, but i study best alone and yeah if it's a friend, it's gotta be one that can study and ignore me and i'll ignore her/him too... :O
oh well.

class wise.

i don't know if i like my class or i don't.
sure the people are nice, but when it's class time and teachers call me it's just weird because all the answers i give are crap, like seriously.
i don't know how people can chat all the way during discussions and then when they're asked to present they turn the tables around and anyhow crap brilliantly on the spot.
i'm serious.




sigh.


and even though we're in the same school and see each other every morning before morning assembly, i can sense that... we're dirfting apart.
that's why i didn't really wanna be in the same school because i know these things will happen :/
though i can't change that now.
sigh.
but one thing i don't regret is choosing my subject combination.

okay i may complain about lit and whatever but seriously i think if i can catch up then i'll be..okay? i guess
as for maths, though they're going really slowly but then i'm really thankful because i don't have to deal with stupid hyperbolas and elipse and whatever maths crap. even if i do, i won't have to go that in depth



....

yesterday's outburst showed that between friends, i would never scream or whatever when i'm angry.
i'd just ignore the person and start the cold war.
yup, i'm especially good at cold wars and shutting my mouth
all because i've grown up like that
but i shan't dwell much into that or this'll turn into an emo post again LOL

baaaaaah


handphone's going conkers
got an iTouch but then what the heck i can't transfer pictures?? though i removed and reinstalled itunes there's still no photo icon, no matter if i plug in my itouch or not ughh


downloaded loads of TegoMasu albums/singles and Flumpool albums today :)



no fangirl rants because basically, i don't have any T__T


i know i gotta work hard, i will try my best.

because in the end the only one who can help me is me.

jc life sucks.
am not gonna deny that.

but the thing that changes is the people you meet and the things that you do.

so i'm gonna take my chances and go all out for jc, especially since A's is like less than 2 years away.
yeah, right now i feel like O-level mode which is so weird. because A's requires much much much more high level skills. and now i'm worried about my Lit again, wondering if i took the right choice.

oh well.

my timetable sucks, seriously. when i have long lectures, i have them continuously and when i don't, i have loooooong breaks. yeah loooooong
and i have to change my thursday pe because i have choir, which sucks unless i can find someone in a similar situation as me!

okay and i have decided to start jogging every sunday because haiyah(sorry, i'm a singaporean wahahahaha so i still can't stray away from singlish), seriously i need to build up my stamina,speed and lung power. and since i'm in choir it's also a good thing because i can build up lung power and hold notes and hopefully have a better control over my voice? hopefully.


and also decided that for this and next year, will have to stop fangiring. okay not stop, but reduce.
so it's just like pre-O's period again sigh.

well, no choice.


gotta finish my GP essay and then do essay outlines for both International and SEA history, 8 in all?



BYE.



signing off,
no life.

school has been tiring
and fixed timetables haven't even started yet!
D:

heard from a senior that especially for Arts Stream students, timetabling will be really irregular, sometimes ending school at 1 and sometimes at 6
gosh. and how to do PW like that?

okay actually i can kind of predict who my group members will be already. since my class has so many different combinations, those with exactly the same ones will most probably together in one group. agree?

dang i just realised my first GP paper is due 2 weeks later and i've got like Lit and Maths and blah ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm so tired

though it's tiring yeah i guess this is JC life. (see i don't even bother to put punctuations anymore!! )

and yeah seriously choir is fun!


ugh i'm kinda scared of Lit. because i haven't touched it for so many years, it suddenly feels so foreign and everyone else is like one step ahead of me D:
regret not taking Lit,i could've been the last person before they could form a class if not for my dumb choice to follow my friends.
okay, not to say my friends are dumb but i am dumb. if that makes sense LOL.

I AM I NA RANTING MODE WAHAHAHA.



sigh guess i've just gotta do my best




CHOIR LOHEI WAS FUN THANK YOU SENIORS!!


now i feel guilty for not going to choir lunch with the girls again ahahaha. but i seriously need to rant. and need to throw my shoe bag back home because i don't wanna lug it home after i'm dead tired after choir


will be back soon!


I MISS FANGIRLING.

i am baaaaack!!
okay not really

( RL RL RL )


( Chibi!Arashi! !! )
okay i really miss fangirling :(

am in a rant-y mode today.


tried to find sports shoes for PE, but in the end because of my cheapo side i couldn't get any. LOL, as expected lah.
talked loads today, haha, it still feels familiar.

but everything's changing.


got to school on thursday, had loads of mixed feelings.
suddenly i felt that maybe i had made the wrong choice. though the doubt was short-lived.

it's scary having to meet new people from totally different backgrounds and qualities.
i know i know, we're all different.

i just feel so lost not talking to someone i'm not familiar with, someone i have to make new connections with, someone who may or may not eventually be my new friend and stuff like that.

it feels like the start of kindergarten or primary one or secondary one all over again. deja vu?
i seriously don't know.

i totally agree with what the school counselor said.
he said that in JC life will be totally different from secondary school, you will be in a new environment, make new friends, etc etc etc.
and he mentioned that these friendships will not be as deep as those in secondary school, because you won't have time. and the most time you'll spend, is with your CCA friends. that i totally agree, especially because this year is SYF year.

omg, like freaking overwhelming!!

it just feels weird to be talking to everyone about the same thing, what stream did you choose, is AJC your first choice, what subject combination did you choose, which CCA do you plan to take, blah blah blah the likes.

yeah i do know, that this is what you must do in order to connect with people and develop friendships.

sigh.

actually i don't know what this post is about, LOL, just in my rant-y mode, except now i'm not spamming twitter HAHAHA


already on the first day of school, i had to stay back for choir.
omg, SATB choir is like really, really, really different from SSA!
i'm so overwhelmed, especially since i've been in a SSA choir for 8 years
i know i must get used to it, and i have to do it quick.
because if i blow my chance of getting into SYF this year, i won't have the chance once again
oh man, i really hope i can catch up fast and try to get into SYF this year!



bought my college uniform and PE, seriously i really really dread PE ugh. 1 hour of PE in one period, one week will have two PE sessions, as told by my senior.
WTFFFFFFFFFF I HATE PE
and looking back idk why i even said that i liked jogging before



orientation is gonna begin next next monday, omg, OG= my actual class! *gulps*
as if trying to talk to the people beside me is not nerve-wrenching enough.
and games omg, i suck at games please i hope there isn't many games omg wtf

yeah seriously?
this is my true colours LOL
i don't like games, i don't like sports, i only like to read and watch arashi videos yes i'm a real nerd and bookworm HAHAHA
the only "active" thing in my nerve may be the fact that i love singing and i love shopping. hmmmmmm

okay i'm so random

i really hope that my class has more 'good' people than uh, you know...


it's hard to connect with new people, especially since i'm not very "social" in the first place. i like to be the observer, not the one who's at the center. if you get what i mean. and now you're wondering why i joined choir, right? LOL


okayyyy, i have to admit the seniors are really all very friendly and nice hahaha i just have to get used to the fact that when i look in front of me (because we stand like in a semicircle), i see guys and not girls :)
and wennqq  has been so sweet and nice to me, hahaha thank you so much~!!


i'm still trying to adapt to everything new around me, and hopefully i'll be able to change some aspects of myself, be able to survive and learn independently i guess. because there is no choice right?





i only hope for the best.



P.S. sorry for my lengthy RL rants again, haha. i can be in fangirl mode and flail over Chibi! TomaPi and basically chibi jyanizu(~1998), but the cold weather's making me feel thoughtful and i just wanted to rant

yeah!!
first alarm went off at 8.15am, and at that time i was dreaming about some shopping-related-and-idk-if-it's-arashi-related dream :O
but then i couldn't wait till my 8.30am alarm so i just switched on my handphone
and then the sms came!!

like damn epic, because once i received the message i was typing furiously at my keypad. because i couldn't resist my urge to ask other people and tell people my result HAHA /fail

oh well if anyone wants to know (who reads this journal anyway )
i got in AJC Arts Stream!!
hahaha and the best thing is my other close friends got in AJC too!! not the same stream as me though, but heck this is my decision, i shoudn't be blindly following my friends anymore when the choices don't suit me :O
this time, i'm gonna make my own choice and follow my own path :D

really hope i can get my dream subject combination!! though it sucks that i have to take H2 Econs

and so, i know it's really late but i really wanna make my resolutions now!!
okay shall be back in 10 first stomach is grumbling

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OMG OMG OMG.
this is so surreal!!
so after i ate i checked my tweets and then!
I AM NOW SCHOOLMATES WITH cowdungs OMGGGGGGG.
this is like so surreal!! i've always failed flailed with her and nowwwwwww omg omg omg
so happy that i'm gonna have another fellow fangirl! 


and i just cleaned my nails off polish and cut my nails, so now i'm having a hard time trying to adapt to short nails again

anyway, i mentioned i wanted to make resolutions! so here it goes:

1.Make new friends (if possible, JE FANGIRLS )
2. Adapt to the environment and the subjects
3. Ask more quesitions (yeah i'm the type who will ask my friends questions more than the teacher :O)
4. train myself up for SYF and adapt into SATB choir!
5. Read more newspapers (i still need to brush up on my English language and information!!)
6. EXERCISE.
7. Do consistent work and..
8. Fangirl less ( but i have no choice because A's is like less than 2 years away..)


so yeah i've got a few things i must work on, and ughhhhh especially PE omfg wennqq told me AJC's PE is mad crazy and i'm sure i'll be mad exhausted D:




LOL this is so cheesy hahaha but Sora Takaku is playing now and that's exactly how i feel now



new school life, new environment, new friends,
がんばります!

i've finally made my decision!

submitted the JAE form yesterday ^^

i think i'm quite pleased with my order, though some would have said some of the choices were irrational but whatever. it's my choice~~
i don't think i have anything to hide so haha if anyone wants to know my choices i will tell them~
and you have to tell me yours because i'm busybody like that HAHAHA

just briefly, my first six choices are Arts streams in various JCs i can get into (yeah i'm not overachieving i know i can't get into the top 5 T_T)
and my last 6 choices were Polys ^^
seriously, i think my 'lawyer' dream quite long ago is really way too far away from my reach :O
and then, after some 'consultation' with my friends, yeah i think i've really decided what i wanna be in the future..
i'm really hoping i can be a journalist!
i've always imagined what it would be like to really write an article, hahaha.

but it's still not decided..


oh well.
26th january, dang why didn't they say when they will send out the message?





( rants rants rants if it's not rants it's not me hahaha! )

sooooooo.

results were released yesterday. didn't blog yesterday because i still had work. LOL and though it was supposed to be the last day of work for me on the 9th, i extended my work by one more day because i my boss was sick and she needed help. because i'm nice like that. *bricked*

but yeah i got my results.

not sure whether to say if i should be happy or sad.
when my colleagues asked and i told them; they were all happy, when i told my family they were proud too.

but somehow i'm feeling a bit out of place, still feeling a wee bit unsatisfied.

were my aims too high in the first place? did i place too much hopes on myself?

maybe i really did.


okay i didn't do horrible but i didn't do horribly great too

was expecting much much more from myself; maybe i over-estimated myself.


sigh.




but what to do?


must accept reality or i can't move on.




went to NYJC open house today, i thought it was okay.

i still have a strong urge to go AJC haha. is it lame if i say i wanna go AJC because i wanna get into their choir?
because yeah i really think so LOL.

i still can't sway away from choir na..haha



anyway.

all that's left to do now is too make the next choice.

it's quite obvious for me, i know i wanna get into JC.

now the problem is the subject combination.

of courseeeeeeee, i never ever, ever ever ever, ever thought i could go into science stream. never ever ever!! *ahahaha*
hope to get into arts stream!
but i looked through most sites and they didn't have all the combi i wanted :(
life's not perfect like that.
AND I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO TAKE ECONS UGHHHHHHHH.
NONONONO




gonna go AJC open house tomorrow haha and to visit wennqq 





the road i see ahead is foggy, but i know the mist will be cleared and i will choose my path.

okay twitter doesn't like me -.-
so i figured i should make a post instead,hehe :D

( loads of random rants hahaha :3 )

O's.
Is.
OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!


wakakakaka.

i can't believe i'm saying this..!!

how long has it been since i made a post..


so many things have happened.

i'm finally 16 going on 17.
so many things have gone in the blink of an eye, it's really kinda hard to imagine it has happened in the first place:O

can't imagine the first time i stepped into NCHS, looking like a total nerd hahaha :D

i made friends, and have grown ever since.
the things we've gone through, so many yet i feel as if it all just happened yesterday.

slowly i've gone from one level to another.
the enjoyable times i've had in secondary one and two.
and the never-ending mugging times i've had in secondary three and four.

all these memories,
stashed somewhere in my mind.
sometimes i may forget,
sometimes i may reminisce.
sometimes i wished time would reverse,
but i know that's impossible.

my fervent wish for O's to end; and more importantly, for me to carry on with my life;
i never thought this day would ever come.


the bits and pieces of jigsaw puzzles of life,
are slowly gathering as i meet more people, as i gain more knowledge, as i get wiser, as i grow older.

i know we all have to move on..

but i can't help but feel a bit sad that secondary life's ending so quickly.

since young i've kept imagining how i would look like when i grow older, haha thinking back about it, it seems a little lame LOL.


hehe.




the times we've shared-
not matter good or bad experiences,

are deeply etched in my heart.


i've laughed, i've cried, i've smiled, i've experienced lots of things.

thank you, really, thank you, for all these memories.


i love my daughters *inside joke LOL*



from now till forever, i will never forget

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :)
anyone miss me? i bet not :O

been real lazy to update these days, i admit.

hmmmmm been micro-blogging a lot, which means i'm up on twitter a lot now LOL.
but slowly i've been losing interest (due to some reasons._.) on twitter already
guess i still like to make rambly posts


( RL )


( fangirling~~~ )
the next time i'll be posting will be after O's, i presume?



good luck to me and everyone :D

i admit, i've been lazy :P

anwaysssss!
Prelim 2's over, got back all my results.
hmmmm.
not really happy, not really sad. but really glad that i improved all the way from 3 failing subjects to only 1
yeah i've still gotta work hard~~~
Prelim 3's coming in about 2 weeks. this time in full format. i hope i can absorb everything~

been quite emo these days because of stress from everything.
but don't worry, being the super-optimistic me i've learnt that self-motivation is very important!~ wahahahaha



oh and while checking arashi_on i realised i missed the #scenery project and only got to know the other news so late in the week. because i've abstained from using the computer to train myself in preparation for O's. LOL

like SMAP, TOKIO and Arashi on next Music Station, the IRIS actress going on HnA to promote the drama and Matsujun actually interviewing Angelina Jolie in HnA. 
omgoshhhhhhhhhhhh



anyhowwww,
僕の見てる風景 was quite a surprise for me because i thought their songs would be like all summery and bright (i mean ALL)
but this time they tried so many new styles
i'm really surprised and happy for them!!
especially since those people can shut up about arashi's songs being predictable (to some extent i know it's true but who cares i'm a biased fangirl )

haven't got myself familarised with all the songs yet, but i'm really addicted to Movin' On!
it's so addictive, sometimes in class the chorus part will keep repeating in my head
リフライン is also another great song, though the chorus is repitive but that's the good part because i love the chorus~!
hmmmmmmm. and i've gotta say... this time i was a wee bit disappointed with the solos, except for Nino's solo...
i've only heard their solos once(how can I, i know! )
so maybe i just need more time to accept their solos i guess

anddddddd i'm really glad the album's sales' on a good start on the first day

going to the library to mug tomorrow, will be plugging in to the album listening to it for the whole day, so hopefully by then i'll be able to differentiate which song from which!



so many things i wanted to do, so little time..
really got to treasure these last 3 months, it'll be over in a flash.



off for some MatsuNatsuNiji spazz

finally a break! 
i think i've worked pretty hard this week

wahahaha.

okay i'm so deprived of arashi fandom :(
these few days i haven't been getting enough sleep, and now i have like major eyebags and black eyes T.T
(sigh) what O's does to you

shall not rant about my papers, will do it after my last paper has ended~


although i had some regrets for my physics paper...
i realised that i really can't work under stress. when i stress, i panic. and then i forget even the basics
(sigh) this is something i've gotta deal with, because i really don't want to give up.
i told myself: i have to change my mindset, then i can carry on and try my best.
even if it means getting eyebags LOL :)






a break means i finally can watch Kaibutsu-kun!
Stormy uploaded it a few days ago, i was really happy when i saw the update just now~
thank you stormy!
can't wait to see how Matsujun looks in elf ears wahahahaha



oh talking about Matsujun, i heard that the ratings of the first episode weren't... that great. i think like 15.7% or something like that?
hmmmm. but i still wanna watch the drama though, it's been a while since i saw any Matsujun dramas


Arashi's album is gonna be released soon!
and since my internet is so damn slow it takes forever to load the johnny's website T.T so i can't see the track list... ahh well.
but i'm really interested in Nino's solo, though. read a post from arashi_on and apparently Nino's song title is very interesting :)

looking forward to all their solos and their new songs~!


too bad i'm a poor fangirl




so many things i wanna do after Prelim 2!
but then again i think i have to rev up my engine even more._.




well everyone good luck in whatever you're doing!

this was such a random post LOL :D

( probably really biased, but whatever. i'm an arashi fan, yo. )

must jiayous for prelims!!
my resolution for Prelim 2 is to pass all subjects!


gyahahahahaha.


がんばります！

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

i just wanna say that i'm gonna be on a hiatus (with breaks in between of course!) starting from tomorrow till 27 july, prelim 2 starts this coming wendesday...



well. it's not like i'm not on a hiatus since the start of term 3 :/ been posting like only on weekends.



sorry for the lack of fangirl rants and too many RL rants! because i've really got little time to spare to watch anything



ahhh well.



my resolution for this prelim: I MUST PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS! *determined*



みんあ、がんばれ～！

gonna do this post before my LJ rots, HAHA.


like usual this whole week was busy..

and yesterday, especially, made me feel so lucky to be in choir... (yes though i know i always complain, but still.)

(will upload pictures soon, i'm conked out studying chem for one whole day )


well...

when we went in i was already so touched.
the lights were dimmed and they were all singing the SYF OC song. and the lyrics were really wow
really touched already.

we had speeches, blah blah blah and oh. my speech sucked really bad.
i'd already made a mental note in my head, nagging me (you know me, i'm super emotional) not to cry and choke on my words.
i'd even formed out a neat little speech, but in the end i only managed an incoherent (i think) "these 4 years were one of the best times of my life..."

and. i. choked. on. my. words.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


ahh well.


anyway, i'm really really touched.


when it was our performance i was trying not to tear, and thankfully i didn't really cry. only mouthed the words when i was so overwhelmed with emotions.



some of the juniors even came up to me, telling me to try my best for O's...


well, what do i have to say :)

i'm really touched

it's been only 3 days since i haven't used the computer and somehow it feels so long already O.O

hmmm, this week's been crazy..
but it's to be expected
first time i'm having lessons till 6.30~7pm, it's really tiring...

amaths this week on integration, area under curve and kinematics- all in one hour.
HOW CAN WE FINISH THE PAPER IN ONE HOURRRRRR D:
i just tried my best :/

here's my rough after-school activity schedule next week:
Monday (yeah, even though it's supposed to be Youth Day ) -chem from 9 to 12 (i think if i'm not wrong)
Tuesday- either chem/physics till 4.30. or even longer.
Wednesday- Humanities till 4.30, then chem from 5-7pm T.T
Thursday- Maths SSL till 4.30, then for poor me who phailed my amaths i have to go for some booster programme called "Theatre For Success" from 5-7
Friday- Physics SSl till i don't know what time

so basically, it's like i don't even have time to do my own revisions...


ah well. have to accept facts, at least when i go for the amaths programme i know i'll be able to benefit :D

during this period of time, i think we all have to be really optimistic so we can survive


ohhhhhhh during PE we took our height and weight, and YES I'VE GROWN 1 CM AFTER 1  AND 1/2 YEAR. (pathetic, i know. but i thought i wouldn't grow anymore )
so now i'm 158 ^^ i know i'm short compared to the long beans in my class
2 more cm to my desired height, please growth hormones please workkkkkkkk! 
but i gained 1 kg LOL



gyahahaha, talking about so random stuff today~


hmmmm, choir investiture is next week, seniors are gonna sing "For Just A Little While" then..
i hope i don't cry while singing, because Ms Yin once said something like the real performers don't cry. something like that
...i hope my vocals are still okay, haven't been stretching them for..what? about 2 months already O.O
hmmm, gotta buy something for my juniors i think. because i'm so lazy to write something
will Tolberone be okay? 







i've missed out quite a lot on fandom i guess.
5 more days to To Be Free's release!
i'm really excited for the PV though, it's somehow like Everything i think, there isn't really any story plot, but whenever i listen to this song i feel so much hope and belief so i can do better :D
at least that's what i think, i haven't read the english translations though (can't trust my Jap)
but the preview was enough to give me goosebumps




gonna enjoy 2 hours of arashi relaxation before i prepare for maths lessons tomorrow
Kaibutsu-kun and AniS, here i come~~~~!

( Time ～言葉の力～ rants )

term 3 starts in less than an hour, and.. ah well i guess i've worked hard and played hard this holiday.
the most surprising thing is that i actually managed to finish all my homework except the various,uh,blanks before 12!!
kinda proud of myself

...Prelim 2 in less than 3 weeks, Prelim 3 coming right up after September term break, and then it's O's.



for my goals, i know i will work hard

みんな、がんばれ～！