ahh, i can't believe i resisted using the internet for two days. to do homework again (sigh)

yesterday was the flag day
in the morning was a bit excited because i've never done it before, but now..
i don't think i wanna do it again.
yiwen woke up late so i waited for her before i took the bus to hougang interchange so we could meet and take the same bus to tampines.
at my bus stop, i was horrified.
there's this kinda disabled ojisan who sometimes appears around the HDB flats.
okay not to say that i don't have any sympathy for other people, but what happened really freaked me out.
some background info of the weird ojisan: he leers at women. i'm not using stare. i said leer. and especially with his eyes which look like they're about to pop out anytime, it's a hundred times more scary and because he's kinda crippled(he can't walk fast), it makes me even more uncomfortable to even see him sometimes

okay, let's get on to what happened.
the minute i reached my bus stop, i saw 147 and naturally ran to catch it because i didn't want to be late.
when i was about to board i saw the ojisan. and he was staggering to get up the bus. that was okay, so i waited.
but when i waited, the ojisan's pants were falling. it's obscene and i could see his butt. and it was smeared with some weird brown substance.
immediately, i looked away. what was i supposed to do? help him pull up his pants? (okay that would be crazy!)
they guy beside me gave me this bemused look and i looked at him with disgust of what just happened.
when i turned and saw the seat on one of the benches at the bus stop. it was soiled. with something brown.
i don't have to explain anything.

the smell hit me immediately.
after what seemed like eternity, he finally got on. and pulled his pants up.
omfg lucky i wasn't on the bus yet!
if not i'd be freaked out by ojisans again. or even men. (and what about arashi! D:)

seriously, i felt like puking during the bus trip, even though it was only a mere 5mins.(i live near hougang mall)

omfg, i thought this was a bad omen to start my day.

when i was waiting at the bus stop someone tapped me on my shoulder.
i turned and saw jessica~ we chatted a while and she left ^^
sometimes i still wish to return back to sec 3 life :/



the day started off, we collected our cans and stickers.
our gang hanged out at rivervale mall.
and it was quite a good spot because there wasn't any 'competition'. the others were at tampines.
so it was a kinda good choice that we went there :)
me, yiwen and dorcas targetted the exit of rivervale mall, while irene and yetlin went to the entrance to ask for donations.
and the day started.
it was okay, really.

i think i got more confidence?
though i thought i was a bit hypocrite ><
i mean, it's not like me to be so smiley-smiley and so polite in real life. errrr, to my good friends i mean >_>
seriously, i felt more like a salesperson than a person asking for donation.
oh and i think i judge people too much.
the first half, i was looking around and targetting who i think would be more inclined to donate.
of course, my main target was the parents with children.
it's weird, but somehow children likes stickers. even if it's those donation stickers LOL.
andddd, when i ask donations from them, the kids would want to put something in the can too.
and the more kids they have means the more money they donate :)
clever, isn't it?

that's what i thought at first.
but then i realised that not everyone is like that.
one scruffy looking uncle in his mid 50s 'shoo-ed' me away and told me he didn't have any change at that moment, and he would come back and donate later.
that time, i was thinking;" you don't necessarily have to donate coins, notes are good too!"
yeah i know it's kinda foolish to think like this, but. i'm young and innoccent *coughscoughs*
i continued asking for donations, each time with my customary "Excuse me would you like to make a donation please?", after which they made the donation i would say "thank you have a nice day!"
see how the japanese culture has influenced me. *proud*
if i didn't get into fandom i would probably just ask for donation and not say "have a nice day" ahaha.

later, i was surprised.
that uncle really came to donate!
even though he donated only 50cents.
but it's the thought that counts isn't it :)
i was so shocked, i thought he was kidding me.
so not all singaporeans are cold hearted after all

it's hot, sweltering and irene had gastrics, so me and yiwen took a break :p
but dorcas continued.
and guess what.
SHE FILLED THE ENTIRE CAN BY THE END OF THE DAY.

woaaaaaah.
seriously, that is like. wow. (i don't have any words other that wow)

something else happened on the way, but i'll not harp on it since i'm a kind person LOL

the end of the day, i was hot and sweaty and the sun scorched my skin. literally, i mean. i felt like a roasted pig T.T
i filled half my can i think.
but i tried my best :)

this flag day made me realise so many things that i wouldn't in daily life, and i'm sure to put it to good use in future ^^
even though my thighs and calf and feet hurt from standing too long :(



after the flag day irene and me went tampines and shopped for the whole day.
it was the first time i ever saw her so enthu about shopping! *shocked*
i didn't buy anything except a belt to pair with my new year clothes ._.
but ahhh, i want that biker jacket in uniqlo!
guess how much it costs.

NINETY NINE NINETY. sing dollars.
wtffffffffffff!

(ahem)

i'll look for a cheaper alternative :) 

oh my new resolution!
i've decided to not be memeber-biased anymore.
because i realised i really neglected the other members and forgot the true meaning of arashi.
without the five of them there wouldn't be arashi! :D
sooooo, i've decided that i would only set handphone wallpapers and themes to arashi(all members) only.
only when it's the member's birthday months then i'll make an exception :D
it's fair now, no?

so today's the last day i'm having sho wallpaper now.
tomorrow is gonna be an all-memebers one


this week it's gonna be tests after tests.
i will survive!

okay that's so cheesy