grrrrr. fucking kids.
okay i shan't generalise all kids( not baby goats mind you LOL), but i was seriously freaking pissed off today.
ugh.
being a public holiday, today my mum was supposed to bring me, my sis and my grandma to go watch Shrek 4 and then go shopping~
which i think i haven't done for so long, i swear :O
thought it sounded great, i'd like to give myself some no-studying time too(does this word even exist >.>)
but then the WHOLE TIME i was watching Shrek 4,
2 fucking kids had to kick my seat the whole time.
THE. FUCKING WHOLE TIME.

like, what the hell?

hello, this is not YOUR home, can't you even display some sort of graciousness?
i know kids are childish; boys will be boys, but do you have to disgrace yourself in public like that?
do you know that doing such things not on embarrass yourself, but you embarrass your parents too?

i nearly screamed "YOU REALLY WANT TO BE DISGRACED IN PUBLIC DO YOU?"

but being the polite mindful person i am, i didn't do it but just kept turning around and giving the two fuckheads dirty looks.
though i wasn't sure they could see, but still...
i said "Excuse me!"
but it turned out kinda soft and strained, maybe because of too many nachos. hmmmmm.

i kinda pity my mum, she was supposed to bring me out and let me have fun but these two immature kids just ruined my whole mood, i didn't even feel like going into watsons or guardians

and so i didn't even buy anything even though the day before i had a list i wanted my mum to buy for me (hey, sometimes people have to be pampered,no?)



arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.



damn it.








on the flipside...

these whole week i've been hardworking, i can't believe i actually stuck to my study timetable :O
oh well, except today while napping i kinda over-napped(?) and ended up not doing the english compre i had intended too.
aww but there's always leeways right :)



i've decided not to drop to combined sciences until if i fail prelim 2 again, then i swear i will drop by that time.
even though this is a costly decision, i can't just let myself give up so easily.
many teachers have kept telling us to choose what's best for us; even though i know i'm weak in sciences..
i believe that if i work hard for something, it'll eventually pay off, even if it doesn't always go the way you want to.
hmmmm some people have dropped even though they passed, (i failed both terribly), but i still wanna persevere..
i just don't want to give up so easily.
i think if i can do it for my P6 science, why not now?
oh i failed my P6 science prelim too><"
yeah i'm not a maths-science typa person. humanities suit me more na~~


shit i'm flaring up again.

zzzz.


okay this was such a random post, will post my fangirl rants maybe tomorrow?

i sneaked some time to use the internet last night (the wee hours of this morning?) and managed to watch Monster making~~
daaaaaaaaamn though it was shorter than previous Makings, but it was still so much member love.
my english sucks right now i know hahaha and i know i'm rambling,

okay so i'll end here~


this was such a random post. Lol :O