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lihui94 ([personal profile] lihui94) wrote2011-01-11 06:58 pm
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sooooooo.

results were released yesterday. didn't blog yesterday because i still had work. LOL and though it was supposed to be the last day of work for me on the 9th, i extended my work by one more day because i my boss was sick and she needed help. because i'm nice like that. *bricked* kidding

but yeah i got my results.

not sure whether to say if i should be happy or sad.
when my colleagues asked and i told them; they were all happy, when i told my family they were proud too.

but somehow i'm feeling a bit out of place, still feeling a wee bit unsatisfied.

were my aims too high in the first place? did i place too much hopes on myself?

maybe i really did.


okay i didn't do horrible but i didn't do horribly great too :(

was expecting much much more from myself; maybe i over-estimated myself.


sigh.




but what to do?


must accept reality or i can't move on.




went to NYJC open house today, i thought it was okay.

i still have a strong urge to go AJC haha. is it lame if i say i wanna go AJC because i wanna get into their choir?
because yeah i really think so LOL.

i still can't sway away from choir na..haha :D



anyway.

all that's left to do now is too make the next choice.

it's quite obvious for me, i know i wanna get into JC.

now the problem is the subject combination.

of courseeeeeeee, i never ever, ever ever ever, ever thought i could go into science stream. never ever ever!! ^_^;; *ahahaha*
hope to get into arts stream!
but i looked through most sites and they didn't have all the combi i wanted :(
life's not perfect like that.
AND I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO TAKE ECONS UGHHHHHHHH.
NONONONO D:




gonna go AJC open house tomorrow haha and to visit [livejournal.com profile] wennqq wink





the road i see ahead is foggy, but i know the mist will be cleared and i will choose my path.

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