been laughing so much today, such a vast difference from how i was feeling yesterday.

...damnit. feeling really low these few days.

LOL but i'm fine; i know i'll pick myself up in the end.
because no one else can.


this whole week wasn't in any way like holidays at all, (sigh) guess that's gotta be expected.

...okay i don't know what to talk about, mind's blank. unless i rant about my whole week in school, which is kinda pointless because even in the holidays i study from 8-11+/12+/3.30 everyday.
zzzzz.



gonna go to the library to study tomorrow, hope i really can concentrate because it sucks to live in a big family without your own room. absolutely NO privacy AT ALL.




think that's about all. no energy to write an energetic post. shall perk myself up with some arashi love



*PS: Anyone got any nice Arashi pictures to send me? i'm collecting them to make a big picspam on Nino's birthday

( old arashi dream(w/o Jun?!) + AniS rants  )


June holidays have offically started, but i don't feel like it's the holidays at all ._.
my whole schedule's already packed with extra lessons and remedials,oh well..
less then 4 months to O's; gotta work really really hard!


and a side note: less than 20 days to Nino's birthday!
which means 2 more days before i can be Nino-biased for 1 whole month hehehe

( boys will always be rascals *rolls eyes* )
on the flipside...

these whole week i've been hardworking, i can't believe i actually stuck to my study timetable :O
oh well, except today while napping i kinda over-napped(?) and ended up not doing the english compre i had intended too.
aww but there's always leeways right :)



i've decided not to drop to combined sciences until if i fail prelim 2 again, then i swear i will drop by that time.
even though this is a costly decision, i can't just let myself give up so easily.
many teachers have kept telling us to choose what's best for us; even though i know i'm weak in sciences..
i believe that if i work hard for something, it'll eventually pay off, even if it doesn't always go the way you want to.
hmmmm some people have dropped even though they passed, (i failed both terribly), but i still wanna persevere..
i just don't want to give up so easily.
i think if i can do it for my P6 science, why not now?
oh i failed my P6 science prelim too><"
yeah i'm not a maths-science typa person. humanities suit me more na~~


shit i'm flaring up again.

zzzz.


okay this was such a random post, will post my fangirl rants maybe tomorrow?

i sneaked some time to use the internet last night (the wee hours of this morning?) and managed to watch Monster making~~
daaaaaaaaamn though it was shorter than previous Makings, but it was still so much member love.
my english sucks right now i know hahaha and i know i'm rambling,

okay so i'll end here~


this was such a random post. Lol :O

been spamming myself with Himitsu no Arashi chan, Mago Mago Arashi and some other shows where Arashi makes guests appearances, seriously i'm really enjoying it but..
somehow i feel like i'm rotting at home :O

haven't gone out shopping or to catch a movie or anything for a while already
(sigh)
...i'm thinking if i should go watch Snow Prince. hmmmmmmm. suggestions?


won't really do any fangirl rants today because i think i'm gonna bore people out

downloaded 7 songs yesterday, Yoru wa Hoshi wo Nagameteokure(if someone tells me how to write the japanese characters for this i'd be grateful ^^) by Tegomasu is really really sweet :)
Smile by KAT-TUN is nice too~
yeah, i like melancholy typa songs :D



today when i went for tuition my teacher gave me a small lecture again about another of her students
the moral of the story?
yeah, like always it's to work hard (i'm writing in a very monotonous state, no sarcasm intended!)
it's kinda true also lorh.
because O's is a once in a lifetime kinda thing. unless you repeat another year, which i would definitely not want to.
i made a study timetable yesterday, i'm really gonna implement it starting from tomorrow.
i swear i'm gonna keep pulling up my grades and be consistent
because i've realised unless i do it myself no one will help me.


i've made my mind to only use the computer on mondays, fridays and saturdays, so hopefully i won't miss out too much in fandom.
but yeah, i know many sec 4 fangirls (or fanboys?) have given up/taken hiatus from fandom, but i don't think i can survive a few months without even searching about information about Arashi, so yeah.

i'll try to keep with my resolution!

no no no, rather i must.


hmmmm okay shall end here because i don't really know what to say already

marking day today but we still have to go back school for mass checking.
"what? "


( drama rants~ )


*inserts Monster*
Monster offically released yesterday~~
i hope the sales are good!
heard that the opening sales weren't as good as Troublemaker( correct me if i'm wrong) but i thought it was off on a good start ^^
ganbare!

can't wait to watch the making, though i know many other fans have already subbed it but i'm waiting for Stormy's subs *loyal fan*
XD


....on another thought, i'm getting back my E. Maths, SS and E. History papers today, wish me all the best


Mo~nsuta~~~

let's just say, out of many things, it was hella tiring week.

before today, i only used 1 hour of computer. if that doesn't tell you something then i don't know what does.

not that i never warn you.
LONG POST AHEAD.
( RL rants. )


recently read some news about arashi thanks to translations provided posted at arashi_on , it's about Arashi's earnings.
and they were comparing them to SMAP. again.
likeeeeeeeeeeee. yeah they're both from johnny's but can they stop the whole "Arashi may be the next SMAP" thing?
both of them are special in their very own ways.
shall not elaborate much on this.
(sigh)

ohhhh good news is, yiwen told me she read in aramatheydidnt that Liar Game Final Stage's gonna show in Singapore!
and Toma's movie (either Nigen Shikkaku or Seaside Motel) gonna be shown too~~
it's been a while since i fangirled Toma><
hmmmm, i hope they show GANTZ. the movie filiming of the first part's been completed, i can't wait for it to be released!
i love thriller movies, but since it's kinda like a murderer movie-type (as gathered from information from my sister, i don't really know the plot) i hope singapore doesn't ban it because it's too violent or something._.

Bloody Monday II final episode subbed uppppppp!
Miura Haruma! Sato Takeru! *flails*
i'm gonna spam myself with so many arashi videos today,like usual


Good Friday tomorrow, at least one day for me to rest and fangirl to my heart's delight (this sounds so cheesy)
because i'm lazy to lock i won't.

嵐の宿題くん is gonna end in less than 24 hours( i think)
seeing it end is really sad for me..
because AnS was the show that made me hooked on Arashi.
...Arashi ni Shiyagare(i don't know the kanji for it, so didn't type it in Japanese to save me from embarassment LOL) is AnS #2?

i really don't know what to say.
i think i'm gonna miss Aibalando the most. and Aiba Sugoroku...
i hope they adapt it somewhere in AnS #2 ._.


but i'm kinda excited for their new show too :)


been real lazy to update these few days because there's nothing to talk about in my life except my incessant real life rants.
and fangirl rants of course


so this whole week was basically going to school everyday, doing homework and watching G no Arashi.
i'm nearing the end of GnA, another thing to be sad about?
left with 9 episodes

random, but i need to save up!
like seriously.
11 weeks have passed and my savings just made 100++
ugh.
how am i gonna survive

...so from now on, i'm gonna have to cut down on buying lots and lots of things.
especially food. damn, i'm fast getting a pot belly -.-

school starts tomorrow, and i wanna enjoy my last day of non stop fangirling before i hit the sack :O

oh some pictures i've been meaning to show for a while:

( what did you expect? i'm a fangirl~ )

okay, i'm gonna enjoy G no Arashi now~

チェスト～！！！

sometimes we need to just give ourselves some break time right

anyway,
the good news when i went arashi_on was,
CONGRATULATIONS ON ARASHI FOR WINNING 10 AWARDS FOR THE JAPAN GOLDEN DISC AWARDS~
okay i sound like i'm screaming, but it's the first ever in history(of the awards, i mean LOL)
it's good and heartwarming news to hear this after a (quite) hectic half-week. or 3 days. i don't know what i'm talking about ><

and next,
Troublemaker PV (short version)
credits to the people who needs to be credited hehe

oh yayyyy!
been waiting for so long already.
all their outfits are great maybe Sho should tone down on the red
can't wait for the whole PV, it's only 6 more days!
but aww, i will be away so i won't be able to watch it so soon.


shit, Physics SPA this Saturday and i don't really feel like i'm really very prepared for it
(sigh) i'll just have to do my best

and i haven't memorised my geography, i think i'll let it go today because i'm tired and i don't think anything can get into my head also.
so to make it up, i'll have to memorise 5 lessons tomorrow
がんばります


i watched a little of today's VIP Room and the whole Mannequin Five segement
the result was quite unexpected!
but then 4/5 of arashi in vests, their hearts are connected (LOL wth am i saying)
weird, but i liked Sho's outfit the most (O_O) i guess i like simpler stuffs, huh

okayyy, i'm gonna see how i can spend my next 1 and half hour before i sleep. and i won't care about my combined humanities homework wahahahaha.

oh and lastly, Happy Birthday Pamela!

がんばれ everyone for CT :D

until next week~ *does Sho's 2 finger sign(uhhh, what do you call that)*

i finally have the time to use the internet :(
see how pathetic i have to be just to prepare for O-levels
but i think it'll be worth it~

no fangirling updates because once again i haven't thought about fangirling for about 4-5 days

so some RL updates.
( updates,updates,and more updates )





i have a lot to catch up in fandom!
and i missed VS Arashi and HnA again

ahh, i can't believe i resisted using the internet for two days. to do homework again (sigh)
( flag day:) )

oh my new resolution!
i've decided to not be memeber-biased anymore.
because i realised i really neglected the other members and forgot the true meaning of arashi.
without the five of them there wouldn't be arashi! :D
sooooo, i've decided that i would only set handphone wallpapers and themes to arashi(all members) only.
only when it's the member's birthday months then i'll make an exception :D
it's fair now, no?

so today's the last day i'm having sho wallpaper now.
tomorrow is gonna be an all-memebers one


this week it's gonna be tests after tests.
i will survive!

okay that's so cheesy